I’m hurting. I hate seeing you suffer. Give me all the pain. There hasn’t been a day or night that I’ve woken up and fell asleep crying. I know I’m not allowed to show how much its affecting me, but I cant help it.
You’re the most important women in my life. You’ve been my mother figure since the day I came into this life. And I know I’m not supposed to hate the world or the forces that control fate but I loathe it. I hate it all. It’s causing me to lose one of the people I love most.
Please stay. Stay long enough to see your oldest granddaughter pursue her dreams. I hope you stay long enough to watch me get married and have kids. And if not, stay long enough for all of us to help you live your life to the fullest. Because the only thing we want is for you to live happily.
the biggest mistake one can make, is losing yourself in the process of valuing someone too much, and forgetting you are special too
bzq (via ruedamour)
I HAVE NEVER UGLY LAUGHED THIS MUCH
I looked at him and thought. I would not mind sunday mornings with him.
All the hardest, coldest people you meet,
were once as soft as water.
And that’s the tragedy of living.
Iain S. Thomas (via poetisch)
I’d never thought I could cry so much. She’s the one person who would tell me the bitter truth even if it meant hurting my feelings because she knew it was for the best. The only one who can tell me “you’re chubby” without me feeling insecure because I know she only tells me things like that out of love. Living a life without her would suck. I’m nog saying I don’t have hope, but its hard. To see you saying you’re fine when in reality you’re not. I found the news out today, and it broke me. I’m nothing without her and my grandpa. They’re both my stable parents. They’re the only thing I was ever sure about. All I want now is for you to be around all of us and to remember. Remember all the good times we had and will continue having until we can’t anymore. I love you so much. I pray that you aren’t taken from me.
Don’t waste sunsets with people who will be gone by sunrise.